VSN

VSN stands for~  Vygotsky Social Night...
haha~
the event jz finished and i was very tired...i am one of the emcee~ wow....although it's my 2nd time only la...lol...
the whole event is running quite good...although i sometimes blank....luckily got tash beside me~XD
saw u wit him...haha....actually should be used to it already...just wana mention...when u said congratz via facebook chat...i was quite shock...but i think i am recovering quite well...cause those negative feeling are lesser than last time le...good sign~XD
later 8am need to wake up already...to prepare for the war!!!!    no la....need to register subject la....but hopefully this time the server wont crush or lag lo....if not, haha....need to wait till pek chik(frustrated) again lo...XD

moody

just told her tat i knew what happen on September that time...her reaction...is quite like what i expected before...i know that maybe just now is not the best time to tell her that...but i think it's the only time that i can actually talk to her, without anyone beside...i told her that dont run away from what had already happened...cause it will eventually hurt someone badly...maybe she wont notice, or not even care...like me...maybe i still hope that she will answer my question that i had in my mind...but i know that...maybe for the rest of my life...i wont have the answer...never mind already...i tried my best to not to think of these things anymore...cause tomorrow is my last presentation in this sem...do my best and..that all that i can do for now...
hopefully she wont think too much tonight and tomorrow can do well ba~

life is choice

2day was the day where guang liang came to UTAR~
haha...he and the others speakers had said many things tat was true and i found it motivating....i still remember one of them said tat 'life is choice', meaning  that u had to make choices in ur life, life is all bout choices and decisions, where different decision/choice will bring to a completely different outcome. whenever where u found it very difficult, it is the time u learn...learning comes from mistakes...dont try to change the past, cause because of ur past, only will have u as who u r now...instead, learn from mistakes made from the past and u will eventually understand.

the theme for the sharing session was 'dare to dream'. we could not know if the dreams are true or not, that's why it is call DREAM...but without dream, there will be no changes, cause only if u dream, then only u will have new ideas and paths for u to explore...so, DARE TO DREAM!!

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my whole body is aching now...legs are vy 'sour'...walked and stand so long...lol.....eyes are smaller than be4....anyway...2mr will slp till late morning and go2uni to see guang liang~XD
lazy to type ad...so tired=.="
nite^^

tiring day

2day was a tiring day><
woke up at around 9am...missed the morning class=.="
after tat nid to go to the briefing at heritage hall...but in the end jz a 3 minute=.=". the helpers tat reach r vy less, and the chairman was angry, although i am not quite understand y...moved the chairs at the hall and some board...tat's my job there=.=". feels like....lol...
around 5.30, the wushu starts...initially, the warm up was quite ok...but when the trainer comes...wow....when u look at it, it was easy, the time u really do it, it's really hard=.=". now when i was typing tis, my hands r tired and shaky=.="
anyway, i think i will slp quite early...hopefully....the only thing is....2mr i nid to wake up at 8am and reach the hall at 9am....for overall briefing and rehearsal....meaning 2day i went to the hall is jz wasting my time><"
nvm la...slp early, wake up early=good for health...and they say the rehearsal will end at 12, where i think tat wont happen...but i hv discussion on the campaign wit my assignment group at noon...then around 4pm, go back and gather (wearing formal wear) at the hall....and expected will end at around 10.30pm....and my frds and i nid to clean up the place only can go back...wow...jz by imagining, it will be tiring....however...hopefully i can do my bet 2mr la^^
jia you jia you^^

wat a day=.="

jz finish played badminton for 2 hours....so tired....but luckily came back in time...cause after finish bath...the rain starts to pour down to the mother earth...i am excepting the internet line to be smooth in these few days cause most of the people is going back for holidays...but...lol....things r not as smooth as u excepted=.="
yesterday slept for bout 4 hours...start from 5am to 11am...haha...but duno y...still feels energetic...but one thing i am worrying now is...my hair really is becoming lesser...oh no....y...maybe i should change my lifestyle ad...tis is a sign...lol....
since today is a holiday...it's time for me to relax...at home....at my comfortable bed....but now i am in front of the pc...and i dont take i am gonna close it so fast...haha...2mr will be quite a busy for me...so i think i better rest earlier today...hopefully....class starts at 8am 2mr...after tat will hv a meeting and nid to move stuffs for the song composing competition...in the late evening nid to go for wushu, which will be my 1st time too....quite nervous and looking forward for it^^

JY

things happened and i duno where i could express it....then i thought of here...

not suppose to be tis kind of arrows=.="

i still remember the day v 1st meet was in 1 of September 2009...it hv been more than a year now....in one year time, i had been hurt 3 times...haha...stupid me....duno y...i will always find a way to cover for all the things tat u did...maybe i wana keep ur image to always be a gd one....but yet....reality is often cruel...i heard things bout u from many ppl...ur frd...our frd...my frd....for now...i think i am quite clear for wat's happening now...from the day u break up wit ur ex...till now...16 November 2010..remember wat happened during june? during our birthdays...i noe tat u said ur ex is the one who is sending the sms...but the thing tat i am really upset of...u didnt even try to explain...not even once....u always show to others that nothing is happening between us....i understand tat...i am not the guy tat u wan...but y u wan to accept me at the 1st place? accept leave accept leave accept leave...and i am stupid enough to always go back to u cause i dont wan u to be alone...in the end...i am the one alone...haha...how pathetic...i noe tat the incident happened to u last year had a lot of impact to u and maybe u jz wan to find a person to be wit u...but it's not fair....for me and you...i always thinks tat i could forget u soon....but the soon seems didnt arrive yet...y i am thinking of a person tat didnt love me?or even think of me? i am jz a stupid guy who tried to believe a gal who dont care for my feelings at all...i laugh a lot...but sometimes...behind all the laughter...there will be sadness and sorrow....and frankly speaking, it's u who did tis to me...i am not myself anymore....sometimes i jz wanted to jz cried it out loudly...but wat's the use?i am tired...tired...tired...i always go to ur blog...hoping tat u would explain everything in ur blog...but in the end...nothing...it's jz like a dream....after u wake up from dream...nothing happen at all...